Mommyhood Coming To A Blogger Near You?

Could it be?

It seems so.

Tomorrow a young mother is scheduled to sign her rights away at my lawyers office. Saturday at 10 a.m. we are scheduled to pick up twin 1 month old girls who we will name Mila and Lola. The adoption process then takes place but they will be in our custody right away.

I am over the moon. I am scared. I'm excited. I feel way too unworthy.

I've lost so much sleep, but last night I slept and dreamed of my girls. When I woke up, it's like I almost felt their presence in our home. For a second I thought maybe I had already had them. Today I cried at the mere thought of them.

God remembered me, He never forgot, and He was waiting until this good and perfect time to give us our children.

I didn't want to blog until I had them, but I've had an overwhelming sense of emotion and such a small window of time to process this that I HAD to write to let some things out and use this blog for what I originally intended.

I am so ready yet so unprepared for this next step in our lives.

Wish us luck!


andrea said...

Sorry I've been such a bad cyber friend. How exciting! Congratulation on your girls! I wish you all the best and I can't wait to hear about them!

yessi said...

WOW!!! This is such amazing news! When you first mentioned the possibility I thought it was going to be, like, a super long process. Amazing! Congrats and I can't wait to hear your perspective on mommyhood. And that's the first time I've ever said that to anyone, actually! hahaha

TbR said...

That's fantastic.

Congratulations and keep us posted!

Anonymous said...

Beautiful entry!