Could it be?
It seems so.
Tomorrow a young mother is scheduled to sign her rights away at my lawyers office. Saturday at 10 a.m. we are scheduled to pick up twin 1 month old girls who we will name Mila and Lola. The adoption process then takes place but they will be in our custody right away.
I am over the moon. I am scared. I'm excited. I feel way too unworthy.
I've lost so much sleep, but last night I slept and dreamed of my girls. When I woke up, it's like I almost felt their presence in our home. For a second I thought maybe I had already had them. Today I cried at the mere thought of them.
God remembered me, He never forgot, and He was waiting until this good and perfect time to give us our children.
I didn't want to blog until I had them, but I've had an overwhelming sense of emotion and such a small window of time to process this that I HAD to write to let some things out and use this blog for what I originally intended.
I am so ready yet so unprepared for this next step in our lives.
Wish us luck!